I don't know about you, but this week has felt excruciatingly long! I don't know why exactly. I finally have a weekend off from my full time job, which could be why 2 PM today could not come fast enough!
The whole week I have felt a little off, a lot on my mind, I'm haven't slept very well the past few nights.... etc. I could complain. Ultimately, I think what I do is very energetically draining. Anyone who takes pride and seriousness in their jobs (especially when working directly with others, caring for them, teachers, mothers, nurses, doctors, etc.) can probably relate.
I was so close to just saying 'screw it' to the blog today, for so many reasons. No outfits were coming together, Jennifer wasn't really feeling up to doing a shoot with me (understandably, she also has had a long week), and I ultimately just felt uninspired.
I fought through it ultimately, thankfully. I feel better posting this blog. This is my dream. My passion. I think that is what gets me down sometimes. When I don't feel inspired or when ensembles don't come together the way I envision them those things in particular really upset me. I suppose dreams and passions have that effect. Evidently they do! I am living proof. Posting this blog really helped improve my mood, my energy, and renewed my faith in myself and my passion.
There is a way to everything you want. =)
God bless and have a great weekend!!